how will i realize when i am happy? tonight a guy i know told me he is finally happy to be out a relationship and plans on being happily single for a while. this is a guy who tells me he loves me everyday and that he misses me. then he goes and tells me this and that he is truely happy. i of course mention that i wish i would be that happy. and he told me that i am and i just dont realize it... wtf is that?!?!!he says i need time to realize it. how much fucking time do i need? i tell him. hasnt it been enough fucking time? and he has the nerve to say "obviouslly not"
when will it be enough time? being lonely and single fucking hurts! its been a little over 4yrs. no one wants a relationship with me.. being the girl they want to be around but never date is heartbreaking... im tired of feeling like no one in the world wants me. seriously. im tired of falling for guys who say they want to be with me and never have the balls to to thru with it. AM I THAT HORRIBLE? IS IT THAT HARD TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM? I COULD BE SO WONDERFUL AT LOVING SOMEONE IF ONLY THEY WOULD GIVE ME THE CHANCE.
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Someone out there loves you, if you haven't found them yet then maybe it's not part of your "destiny" to find them to later rather than sooner. If you rush to find someone to be with it could be bad, I did that and got me heartbreak. Sometimes your soulmate is right in front of you and neither of you will know it till years later.. Life seems I always work out sucky, I'm sorry you feel so hurt but your not alone in that department.
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Your not alone in that department I feel your pain and I'm not single. Life is a bitch then you don't die :/
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