seriously bitch?

she sent me a very long text the other day telling me what a horrible person i was and that i should just give up on living because i am such a horrible friend. she also told me about how she has tried to be my friend over the past few months, but she is insane, in the last "few months" she has treatened me 4 or 5 times and has Never Ever tried to even once apologize. i have just wanted her out of my life for the past year and she refuses to get the clue. the bitch actually ahd the nerve to tell me that when she heals from surgery se is coming to church and doesnt want to see me there or even be around me.. THEN GO TO YOUR OWN WARD BITCH! she moved out of our ward boundaries over a year ago and refuses to go to her own ward which pissed me off even when we were friends. UGH!

burned

Sunburned the girls today. Was outside with the kids this morning an put sunlotion on everything but my Chest. Weirdly I didt even notice it till hour later when my chest started itching. Ugh

what a dissapointment

I'm kinda dissapointed in myself. I made a promise to myself that this year I wouldn't hold back, that things would be different. And yet here it is, may, and I haven't really changed all that much. What a disappointment. I seriously need to change myself somehow. Not so sure how yet but it has to happen.