Dec 31, 2010

talking about it again

Mom started talking to me about my cutting again and about how she was watching some show where the girl was saying she cut to get rid of the anxiety. So of course mom had to talk to me about it and how the girl said it hurt alot but in a goodway... DUH! ugh i hate when mmy mom tries to talk about my issues she only makes me awkward.

1 comment:

A Wanderer's Mind said...

I know your mom trying to talk to you about your cutting makes you feel awkward, but have you told her that? By her asking about she is trying to understand and see how she can help you. She is trying to be a support system for you.

Do you talk to her when she asks about it or do you get angry with her? I ask this because for years I would get pissed off at anyone who asked about my cutting and then I finally gave into the fact that they were trying to help me instead of just bother me. In the end I finally broke down and let my mom read my blogs, journals, and poems. That helped her understand what I was going through as well as me truly seeing that she wanted to help me and be there for me even though we still had issues that could never be reconciled.