walking alone through life

I was in need of a seriously good cry tonight so i took a shower, got dressed, tried to find someone to be with but no one answered so i went for a walk alone. I never go anywhere alone. at first it was liberating and wonderful, then the night came crawling in and it got terrifying and lonely. Walking while terrified and heartbroken is a hard thing to do... not to mention my fear of the unknown in the dark. not sure i will do that again. the worst part i never even got to cry, what a waste.. :(