Trippin on a hole in a paper heart

"With as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in: a picture, a poem, a song (or piece of music), a phrase (or quote), an item of clothing, a place, and (just for fun) a Disney princess. If you want to join in, DO!"


1.Show my Heart in a Picture




2. Show My Heart in a Poem

Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?

3. Show My Heart in a Song

Three Days Grace - World So Cold


I never thought I'd feel this.
Guilty and unbroken down inside.
Living with myself, nothing but lies.

I always thought I'd make it,
but never knew I'd let it get so bad,
living with myself is all I have.

I feel numb,
I can't come to life,
I feel like I'm frozen in time!

Living in a world so cold,wasting away!
Living in a shell with no soul, since you've gone away!
Living in a world so cold, counting the days!
Since you've gone away,
you've gone away!

Do you ever feel me?
Do you ever look deep down inside,
staring at yourself, paralyzed?

I feel numb,
I can't come to life,
I feel like I'm frozen in time!

Living in a world so cold, wasting away!
Living in a shell with no soul, since you've gone away!
Living in a world so cold, counting the days!
Since you've gone away,
you've gone away,from me!

I'm to young, (I'm to young),
to lose my soul!
I'm to young, (I'm to young),
to feel this world!
So long, (so long),
I'm left behind.
I feel like I'm losing my mind.

Do you ever feel me,
do you ever look deep down inside,
staring at your life, paralyzed?

Living in a world so cold, wasting away!
Living in a shell with no soul, since you've gone away!
Living in a world so cold, counting the days!
Since you've gone away,
you've gone away, from me!

I'm to young, (I'm to young).
I'm to young, (I'm to young).


4. Show My Heart in a Quote

“Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.”
Bernice Johnson Reagon quotes

5. Show My Heart in an item of Clothing




6. Show My Heart in a Place




7. Show my Heart in a Disney Princess



"Thumbelina: I wish I had wings.
Prince Cornelius: Maybe someday you will."

It has been 51 days without cutting

I hate that when I found out my aunt died you were the one person I wanted to see or talk to and you ignored me. I hate that when I'm sad all I want to do is talk to you and you would rather be out with your friends. I hate that your the kind of guy who will make a plan and then never talk about it again and I'm stupid enough to think that you would actually follow through with it. I hate that no matter how mad I am at you that I never want to give you up when I never even had you to begin with because your my best friend and I'm just another clingy girl that you rarely hang out with

To chris

"You fill me with passion, hate, excitement, fear, joy.. All at once. When I'm around you sometimes its hard for me to breath I am so filled with different emotions. And don't take it the wrong way. It terrifies me because I don't know what that means.. I haven't ever felt that before and scares me a little"This is what I would say to him if I ever had the guts to do it

My aunt died this morning. She has been fighting cancer for the last few months and fading more and more each day this week. My parents actually left for their house last sunday and got home last night. Tomorow they are going back to spend some time with my uncle. I'm gonna miss her a lot she was an amazing woman

Douche

Ok so haha surprise surprise Chris never showed up Tuesday to go to the movies. In fact he hasn't returned any texts or IMs sense last Wednesday when he made the plan. And I know he is ignoring me because he has responded to my sisters texts. But seriously why even attempt an apology if you don't plan on following through with it?! Seriously! Ugh! What the hell!