I find it strange that when a person walks out of your life, you spend years wondering what it would be like to have them with you again. But then once they come back into your life everything changes. You panic that they won't call then they say they will, and when they do call you panic because your worried they will make plans and if they do make plans, they will be too intense or too unexpected. He is in town for 2 weeks and wants to see me, I want to see him.. I do.. Its just he has been out of my life for so long I don't know what to expect. God! I hate relationships! And the lack there of! Ugh!