Oh well

So I haven't written in a while. I ended up cutting last Wednesday, on my calf. It isn't as bad as many of my other wounds, but its still cuts. I cut three times, and let the blood dry on my skin, it felt interesting. I also switched out my box cutter in my purse with a plain razor blade I keep in a small pocket. I also keep razors hidden around the house and in my room, I don't always use them, but they are there if I need them, kinda a form of comfort.