So today while babysitting I was just plain mean. I don't know why tho. All they wanted to do was sit with me or play with me and everything they did bothered me to the point of where it hurt me. So I pushed them away or moved away, I even yelled. its a possibility that I will cut today
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I just found your blog today and added you to my blogroll (http://bpdokc.blogspot.com)
I used to cut all the time. Today it shocks me how little things set me off and made me want to cut. When you're even a little unstable being around children, no matter how hyper or calm they are, can throw you off.
I hope you didn't break down and cut, but don't hate yourself if you did. Self-harm is an addiction and very hard to recover from, but you can do it. It just takes work and knowing that you have inner strength. Don't lose faith that you can make it through the hard times.
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