Lately...

Life has been a bad trip. I haven't been taking my med like I should be. Mainly because I never remember to take them. I haven't cut or anything, I have just been really emotional and crazy. Not cool fatal attraction crazy, but crazy crazy. Like I see things. Not like dead people or anything. I see bugs. I see them everywhere, and it don't really announce that I see them, but lately its kinda been bad these days with me seeing real bugs. Now its hard for me to know if they are the real ones or not. I even had a spider crawl on me the other day, and I wigged out! I guess I am just crazy.