Had sex with chris again.. he was super rough and a few times I had to tell him to be gentler..  I cried a few times but not because of his roughness.. he called me pretty and I burst into tears. For 6 yrs I have wated to hear him say it and when he did I couldn't handle it.. we cuddled on the couch until he fell asleep then I walked home.. he then woke me this morning aasking if I wanted to hang out.. I gave him a time and took a shower. When I got out I got a tex saying it would be another hour.. here it is 9 hours later and I haven't heard a thing.. ugh if you are gonna be stupid enough to wake me up you better have the balls to hang out..