Blue eyes. pale skin. Body of scars. sometimes blond hair. Heart patient. Manic Depressive. Struggling with life one day at a time.. This is my journey, pleasant or not here I am.
Nov 20, 2010
Warning +9
Today I don't know what happened. It was an ok day. I have had my blade in my purse for months and haven't touched it. But tonight I don't know, I just neeed it.
I know that feeling, believe me i do. you have to try to not give in to the need. call someone and tell them whats wrong. listen to music. just do something to get your mind off of it. i am sorry you are going through this, and i hope you feel better.
I too hadn't touched a blad to my skin in months. But a cou;le of weeks ago couldn't help but give in to the urge,and I suppose the curiosity, as it had been that long, I'd almost forgotten what it felt like. You're not alone.
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I know that feeling, believe me i do. you have to try to not give in to the need. call someone and tell them whats wrong. listen to music. just do something to get your mind off of it.
i am sorry you are going through this, and i hope you feel better.
I too hadn't touched a blad to my skin in months. But a cou;le of weeks ago couldn't help but give in to the urge,and I suppose the curiosity, as it had been that long, I'd almost forgotten what it felt like.
You're not alone.
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