paranoid

I don't know why but every moment of my life lately I sit thinking About how something could go terribly wrong. It's not all the time but it's enough for me to get worked up about. Only I never tell people how terrified of life I get. But like I have sai before, i am my own kind of crazy. I work myself up so much I sabotage my life, my dates, even my family. Ugh one day I will let myself have a happy life... One day.