*I love turning music up so loud it changes the beat of my heart.
*I know I'm a tease and I'm okay with it.
*Although people say I am, I have never seen myself as truly "pretty" and probably never will.
*I use LOL way too much in texts and IMs.
*I like to wear make-up even if I am sitting around the house.
*In 8th grade I gave my best friend a hand-job in his apartment complex pool. Two years later he told he was gay.
*I know I'm a crappy friend so I don't keep many around.
*In middle school when people noticed me cutting I told them it was from a poorly made bracelet and they believed me.
*Sometimes I want to stop cutting but I have no idea how else to get rid of that feeling.
*Most days I have no reason to wake up. But I do so that no one will ask if I'm okay.
*I sensor my thoughts feelings and emotions way too much.
*I think of AH more than I think of CR.
*I love watching live fireworks and feeling the explosion inside my chest.
*Sinse highschool 6 of my friends have died. 3 of which were suicide.
*For years my parents actually believed I was clumsy not a cutter.
*Its been years since I have actually been happy.
*I don't believe anyone has ever truly loved me.
*I have been told I am a great kisser.
*I am scared of living my life alone.
*Though I'm straight I love my breasts and am somewhat obsessed with breasts in general.
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