it hurts

just seeing his pictures. yes he was only a friend to me but he is still the only guy to have my heart. seeing pictures on his facebook or on myspace just makes me hurt even more. so for now i deleted him as a friend. he refuses to talk to me he ignores any form of contact and it kills me... so i am going to start a change in me. everytime i think of him i will think of something i hate about him..and sooner or later it wont hurt as much... hopefully