Jul 26, 2009
Its been 65 days
I picked up my razor today and I was a little confused by my emotions. I grabbed it and felt the need to cut, drop it, the feeling of the blade running across my skin, and the feel of the blood being drawn from my wounds. I didn't know if I hated the feeling or liked it. Its all too confusing for me. I didn't cut, I put it back. And as much as my skin screams for the blade I am going to try and fight it as long as I can.
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2 comments:
That is really great that you didn't give in. I hope you can continue to be strong, and I also want you to know that it is possible to stop completely. Eventually, the urge may fade and be replaced with happiness. Hope you are well. Take care.
Signed,
Sencerely Me
The fact that you were able to put the blade down shows that you have the strength to fight this.
It's a marking point, make no mistake.
Keep on!
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