Its cold tonight. Its one of those nights where nothing seems to keep me warm. Today was another day where I begin to sabotage my happiness because of my inability to accept that someone could love me. There's a guy who everytime I talk to him, pretty much declares his love for me, but I can accept him because he used to go out with my best friend, and because due to my morals he doesn't fit my guidelines. But what if me not giving him a chance leads to me losing a chance at love? And what about steve? Do I give him a chance even tho deep down the past will always be there eating at me, not to mention he is my friends brother.why is it all the men in my life have to be difficult?