So its said that if you can't tell the truth to the people you care about the most, eventually you stop being able to tell the truth to yourself. I guess that's one of my main issues. Its not that I mean to lie about how I feel, its just that I still haven't been able to put it into a verbal account. Journals and blogs, that's my outlet, and I can't bring myself to even letting my family and friends read them. So for now, my thoughts go out to you. Thanks for listening. ~Sam