People in my life

People bug me. Well, not just any people, people in my life. I am caught between a rock and a hard place. Friends who date, then breakup. There is a separation and you have to decide who gets who. When you belong to one friend and have been told not to see the other person. And even though you have said you haven't, you still have a small connection. And never mention to so called party number 1 anything that involves party number 2. It makes me sad that I can't say anything about anything about anyone.2 its just hard