Jun 23, 2012

Is it so bad to want you to need me too ? Especially before 10pm?

Jun 21, 2012

Constipated

Ugh I have been so constipated the last few days. It's killing me, I don't even know why either! I'm not super stressed and I haven't really changed y diet much. Yes I have been nauseous this week and thrown up a few times but still I should be pooping too!

Jun 17, 2012

Sick and sore

Sick :(. Ontop of being sore from being with Chris now my whole body aches in a new way where sickness and pain combine into a miserableness I haven't felt like ever

Jun 14, 2012

Lots of tears tonight

Why am I not worth fighting for?

Jun 10, 2012

Note to self

Note to self... Find a way to feel when alone.. Feel other than pain and anguish for living day after day alone