"Just A Little Bit"
Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy
And maybe I'd get there.
Just a little bit pretty
Just a little more aware
Just a little bit thinner
And maybe I'd get there...
Clearly, clearly I remember
Hiking up my skirt
Asking for your time
Clearly, clearly I remember
Nervous if ever confronted
And questioning myself
Perhaps, perhaps if I got better
Perhaps if I challenged myself
Perhaps if I was
Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy
Maybe I'd get there...
Clearly, clearly I remember
Pulling up my shirt
Staring blank ahead
Clearly, clearly I remember
Days of useless crying
Almost feeling dead
Perhaps, perhaps if I was smaller
Perhaps, I could control myself
Perhaps if I was
Blue eyes. pale skin. Body of scars. sometimes blond hair. Heart patient. Manic Depressive. Struggling with life one day at a time.. This is my journey, pleasant or not here I am.
Nov 16, 2011
Nov 3, 2011
something new and different for me
SO I dont know whaat i am doing in my life these days. I have somehow gotten myself into a sexual mixup with two different guys. Both of which are supposedly happily married.. god i dont know what the hell is wrong. i stopped it but still, when did i decide to be the girl who sexts with friends husbands? i hate who i have become yet again... Fuck.
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